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Goodbye by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Goodbye

I use my slit wrist to sign my name, It's the only way to play this game. Goodbye you cruel world Goodbye all you people I'd like to take you down, and show you deep inside, My life, My inner workings and lack of inner pride. To touch upon the surface is not for what it seems, And I take away my problems, but only in my dreams. Goodbye you cruel world Goodbye all you people Nothing at all through all the success, Destroyed it all and took all the rest. I was misled and nothing less, Its all the same, in love with distress. Goodbye you cruel world Goodbye all you people Sit and watch my crimson red, As I lay on my death bed.

Adrenalin by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Adrenalin

Feeling the adrenalin course through my vains with every blow, I feel the anger finally start to leave. I love this feeling. This adrenalin intoxicates me. Its like a drug that gets me high, an adiction, just like you. I can't get enough.Its the same feeling I get when i'm around you. I love it. The guy is down and I feel the adrenalin slowly start to subside. I don't want it to leave, I want more. Its like your leaving me. I go and find another to get it back. Oh I love it, just like I love you. Give me the adrenalin, cause I need it. Feeling it back in my vains, I finish what I started.

My Midnight Angel by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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My Midnight Angel

Flipping through these colored, pictured pages, Seeing how life was good and now its not, All they do is pretend. They make life look easy when it's not, Look at them now. All grown up working and trying to make it in life. It'll all come down on them some day. After enough flipping, I find the page your on. How handsome you look, my Midnight Angel. Oh my Midnight Angel, just perfect. All I want, all I need, my Midnight Angel, But i can't have u because your only in my dreams. You set me free when u let me in, I'm not in this cage anymore thanks to you my Midnight Angel. Closing the book, I realize my life would've gon

Waiting by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Waiting

So here we are. Watching our hell pass as we know it. I watch as they prance around all filled with joy, when I know whats really gonna happen to them. They grow old and die. Thats what all humans do is grow old and die. I live forever in eternity, but not only living, but waiting as well. I wait for alot of things. My dark prince, revenge and Hell. Nice succulent revenge on all who crosses my path. Hell will come, but not soon enough. It comes to late and here I wait.

Being Here In Nothing by metal-freak-vampire, literature

Being Loved by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Being Loved

To wake up in the morning, And know that I am safe, To go to bed each evening, Wrapped in his warm embrace, To laugh together, cry together, And know his love will last forever, To have him kiss my fears away, And know he loves me everyday, To have his soul entwined with mine, And give me spare when I need time, To breath his scent, And know his mind, To hold his hand, When the worlds unkind, Through the arguements and strife, Seeing always the beauty of our life, I'll never take for granted, That he chose me for his wife.

Tattered Angel by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Tattered Angel

As you look upon her bloodied figure, think of all the pain and hurt she's suffered for you. She does this to keep you safe and yet you don't notice the blood or pain. You shun and ignore her. Push her aside like a ragged peice of meat, you don't want. Chain her to the wall and watch her bleed. Enjoy the pain she suffers for you. You don't even care what happens to her, you just want to ude her and abuse her/ So, think of what you do to her. For she is your Tattered Angel and, your Tattered Soul.

Causing Pain and Being Blind by metal-freak-vampire, literature

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Causing Pain and Being Blind

As I watch the crimson red run down my arms, I think of all the times you hurt me and caused me pain. Caused hurt and pain you couldn't even see. With you creating this hole and particly filling it. Its getting bigger faster than your filling it. I wish you could see this and not be blind. Then maybe you would understand. Understand the pain, the hurt, the dispair, the not being, the not feeling anything. I'll even cut my arms and see if I can feel anything and I can't. Not anything. Nothings there. I've told you what I did and you blew it off. Blew me off. You wouldn't even stop me if I did it again. Then I would commit suicide because

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About metal-freak-vampire

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Favourite Visual Artist

Blackeri Jezebel, Leonardo DaVinci, Michelangelo

Favourite Movies

The Other Bolyen Girl, Avatar, Half Baked, Bad Girls, Dances With Wolves, Zombieland, 28 days later, The Lost Boys, Narnia, Underworld, Constantine, Broken Trail, Eragon, Lord Of The Rings, Braveheart, Patriot..ect

Favourite TV Shows

That 70's Show, Angel, Charmed, Jimmy Houston, Bull riding, Supernatural, Bones...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Pantera, Damage Plan, Jimmi Hendrix, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Miranda Lambert, Jason Aldean, Johnny Cash, George Jones, Neil Young and many many more! Huge fan of MUSIC!!

Favourite Books

The Other Bolyen Girl, Be Still My Vampire Heart, Kiss of Crimson, Dark Demon...ect

Favourite Writers

Nora Roberts, Stephanie Feehan, Stephanie Meyers... many others.

Favourite Games

Age Of Empires: The Conquerors,Tony Hawk's American WasteLand, Blood ryane.

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, PS3

Tools of the Trade

Shading, Colored pencil, oil n acrylic paint, hemp jewerly and other.

Other Interests

MUSIC, Art, Photography, horses, trucks, TATTOOS PIERCINGS..and many others

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metal-freak-vampire

Jul 18, 2011

All Over Again

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Miranda Lambert - Getting Ready Oh , baby I'm getting ready I'm getting ready to let you go My hands are shakin' My heart's unsteady Oh, how I once loved you so I know all the magic's gone Wish I had a magic wand I would put a spell on you You would see it as I do Oh, I'm getting ready to let you go Oh, I'm getting ready to let you go Oh, baby you're my drug And I was just your cigarette I was nothing you could be proud of I have lost my self-respect My self-respect, self-respect I have lost my self-respect Oh, I'm getting ready to let you go Oh, I'm getting ready to let you go Oh, baby, baby I got no traction I've been w

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metal-freak-vampire

May 17, 2010

Life Is Good!

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HOWDY!!     Its been a long while. Didnt realize it has been 10 months since i've updated my journal. Def do time for an update. So much has happened like usual when u talk about time and with time comes change..     (DISCLAIMER! This is my opinion. dont like it, dont read it!)     I got a diff job in november working as a nurse aide at community manor. Been there 6 months and got my certification in feb. Got employee of the month in april. What i dont understand is how can i b an awesome aid in april and do awesome and then one day they decide im horrible and dont take care of my residents. Havent been on my hall in a week and my resid

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metal-freak-vampire

Jul 24, 2009

Update On My Life

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Howdy! lol Sure has been awhile. What can i say, i've been really busy with going back to work and all. Which i can't complain. I'm enjoying my job and it puts gas in my tank. So MAC is a no go. Those fuckers pissed me off and why should i give them my money when i know my money can go to a different college and get an even better education. Thats if i can make up my mind on what i want to do with my life. Right now i'm thinking about the National Guard again. I've lost more weight! WOOT!! I'm to my goal. I've lost a total of 100 lbs. Which means i'm too the right weight to get into the guard. Now all i have to do is get my belly toned ge

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Oct 4, 2011

thanks for the fave ^^

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Mar 23, 2011

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